Dont read ex e-mail

[Adi]

Been thougt every emotion possiable, a five year girlfrend who i thought was my soulmate has crushed me, we fell in love had loads of good times and i thought we would grow old together, until 2 months ago she just started to be off.

 

I will make the story short but just say the last 2 months she have been up and down, she would finish then get back together, then want kids then engaged, but just be distant not the same has she was, i asked her is there anyone else she said no dont be silly i new there was always go with your gut,

 

any way it come to a end 2 half weeks ago, with a letter and a lame exuse, i left her for a 4 days then text, we ended up chatting, i told her about a bird i met on Sat night, and she said about a guy on facebook who she had met for sex, but could not go though with it and cryed, then has the convasion went she spoke about a old friend from school, dont no why but it rang a bell she had spoke about him before, we carried on talking i acted cool and she opened up, told me they were getting on well and she might start something with him, i made my excuse and hung up.

 

but the next day i thought we are both free agents she was prob on the rebound, hey life goes on, so i sent a really nice text saying thanks for a great five years no hard feelings, again to cut it short she text back and we started to text.

 

we met up that weekend she inplied she would maybe like to think about trying again, we went for a drive she told me this guy dint mean anything his was just someone to fill her time, i had no reson to dout it, we met up the next night and went for a drink endded up getting back together had sex all that type of thing, i went to hers to next night after some promsing texting and she was just cold something was up had sex got chatting she would not really open up but we ended the next day by text, with the words dont feel the same way which by the way is code for got someone else.

 

 

By now i was just mixed up happy sometimes and sad the other, dint no if to go NC or text or meet, but we would find a exuse to text and it was mainly phone sex, she phoned on the Sun and said do you fancy meeting on the Tue for sex, and do you want to go out on the Sat for a club, i said yes to both but said sorry i can not make the Sat just friday, she told me thet it was her new fellas oniy night off but she would meet me instead, i was sound i new now this new guy dint mead anything to her she had even told me on the phone that there conaction was not has good has ours when we first met, no prob i thought i will be back with her whith in the month.

 

I canciled both of the meets wanted to play hard to get, but instead went out with my mate and drank alot, i came back home and had the idea of checking her e-mails and face book i dint no the password but i had control of the master one so could just change them, i new she would no in the morning but i thought it was worth while.

 

OMG face book was bad there was a lad from last month she had sent her number, and said text in the morning dont phone maybe we can go for a drink, then there was another lad who she had been sending messages to his mates trying to get his number, his one mate said he is gay now she replied you are jocking i am well cutted.

 

Then i saw stuff from her mate and i begun to realise it was more serious then i had first thougt, there were comments like omc are you two proper together now, and she had mailed him to say sorry about that night big mistake thanks for a second chance refering to when she was with me.

 

But i found a e-mail in the end which was posted 4 days before we broke up, it sort of said hope you like this letter, the past 4 weeks have been amazing not just the sex, but your peronalty she went on to say how great, she felt with him and how her life was the best it had ever been loads of stuff like that, she could just sit there with him all day talking crap, but then she started going on about how the last 4 years she has been unhappy, been turned into a boring house wife can not truely be her self and said she had thought about sucicide once.

 

how could i have missed this i dint feel that, it was not has fresh but the sex was still good, and we did stuff and had a laugh how could i have missed this, i new she was in love.

 

i phoned her and said she had better explain how long this was going on, and why she had still wanted to meet me, and told me there was no click off her own acord, i felt she was just more scarred i would tell her new b/f then my feelings she said she just cheated on the last week we were together and she was sorry but she loved him.

 

I feel glad i no in a way but very shell shocked how she could talk about me in such a negitve way, can any one give me advise please on what has happend.

 

Thanks Adi

[BearPower]

be glad your rid of psycho...

Seriously bro, its pathetic what she has done, you should have ZER0 respect for her after that.

 

What goes around comes around.

You will meet a better woman soon. Trust me. Im the same boat.

Only my ex has 'fallen in love' with someone she only met 1 month ago, 2 months after breakup now.

They are a Joke, a big fat stinking joke, and you are worth far more than that.

Count your blessings and know that you will meet someone else soon who will blow her away