keving123 Posted June 14, 2009 Posted June 14, 2009 Hello my names kevin, my current relationship is falling apart and i have no idea what to do. its my fault recently i left the life of drugs and im almost back on my feet. now that im connected back with reality it made me drive deep into depressed and i have barley anyfriends left. i became jealous of my girlfriend becuase she had a successful life and alot of good friends. (real friends). with all this envy building up i started becoming nasty towards her and we broke up quite a few times in the four months we've been together. after recently realizing what i was doing to her and how much i was hurting her im trying my hardest to change. i would do anything to take back everything i did. earlyer this week she told me why don't we just be friends and you have no idea how bad that hurt. it felt like someone ripped my heart out and stomped it all over the floor. i can't even write this without tears running down my face. :'(. i love her so much and i want to be with her so much. i never felt this way about a girl before and it just sucks i messed it all up. is there anything i cn do to make this work again? PLEASE HELP!
SoulSearch_CO Posted June 15, 2009 Posted June 15, 2009 I really don't think anybody here is going to be able to help you. Perhaps a professional counselor. Because you need somebody that can be there for BOTH of you. Minus the help of a counselor, I don't see this working. You feel like YOUR heart was pulled out and stomped on the floor? How do you think she has felt over the past several months? How much more abuse did you think she should put up with from you? You hurt somebody enough, they finally wise up and get away. It's called trying to be healthy. If I were her friend, I would tell her to not give it another chance.
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