xxSRMxx Posted June 12, 2009 Posted June 12, 2009 I am so fed up :-( I was doing okay, last week NC got broken and he apologised to me and I got an explanation and i was satisfied with that. I even felt better, so i decided to keep NC now. But i bumped into him last night, he spent the night texting on his mobile and then telling me he took a girl to a restauarant wed been too. I just felt like an IDIOT. Hes a womaniser and i know i wont be the first girl hes hurt, nor the last. I really think I need to stop going to places where theres a possibility of seeing him, Im fed up of waking up and thinking about him, thinking about him at work, in the gym, when i go to sleep. Its like hes in my head kicking back with a drink chilling out!! I have started a new job, Im happy in it and im making new friends, Ive started working out etc and i still feel completely helpless.
BearPower Posted June 12, 2009 Posted June 12, 2009 SRM....I know exactly how you feel. And that is NOT ON of him to be telling you about this other woman. You need to VANISH from his life completely. SoulBear
Author xxSRMxx Posted June 12, 2009 Author Posted June 12, 2009 I really do dont i. One of my best friends is having her baby christened 31st august, hes friends with the dad so hes gonna be there. I have no choice but to go but august is a while away. Im thinkin disappear off the face of the earth to him for a while. I have to, Its becoming too much. I feel sick wheneva im around him. It was totally unacceptable of him to do that, this feeling of total unworthiness is just ridiculous. I need to snap out of it quick.
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