gypsi Posted June 3, 2009 Posted June 3, 2009 Hi everyone I dont know whats going on with me...my ex dumped me 4 months ago, but we still spoke and saw each other regularly up untill 2 months ago then she just cut all contact. My problems is i cant get over this i feel like a horrible person for things i did that lead to the break up my guilt is killing me ive lost so much weight i dont take care of myself anymore, im depressed and crying the whole time i miss her more and more everyday i cant speak to my mother anymore she say's if i cant get over her by now im obsessed??? It wasent like one of us lost interest in the relationship we were obsessively in love even when we broke up, she phoned me everyday saying how much she misses me and how much she loves me and that its so hard for her, how can she get over this and im still feeling like im dying? I honestly cant feel happy anymore i hate life we were so happy i use to be so happy and in the best shape now im falling apart....can she just cut off all those feelings??? Does she still feel something for me?? i know i hurt her but i did everything in my power to improve myself. I cant believe this is my life now, endless crying waking up with a empty feeling on my stomach and just being angry and irritated with everyone else. Ive been feeling worse after i deleted her off Facebook this person who meant the world to me is now just gone i think im weak and pathetic i wouldnt be feeling this way if i didnt love her so much. When you break up whilst still being madly in love with each other isnt there a good chance that you will get back together or can you deny that love you feel and move on?
hijack Posted June 4, 2009 Posted June 4, 2009 Yea good question. Same thing happened to me. We were perfect, then no contact... so maybe that means we weren't perfect? I guess I'll never know if she's too immature to sit down and have a real talk.
Author gypsi Posted June 5, 2009 Author Posted June 5, 2009 we are both 24 here is a new update she is back in town so i smsed her one night if she wanted to meet up she just came back and she replied that she was tired but might meet up with me, after a while my phone rang and it was her we spoke her voice was husky and she flirtatiously said its the voice you used to love once in a while....we spoke she was very friendly i flirted back and eventually we hung up. I am just baffeled by the whole her not making contact anymore i guess she is focusing stricktly on the negative while i am focusing on my guilt.
Author gypsi Posted June 5, 2009 Author Posted June 5, 2009 oh we never met up she was to tired to join me at a club it was quite a few miles away from her.... $%$# i would do anything to get back with her she's AMAZING
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