huck Posted May 22, 2009 Posted May 22, 2009 Hi. ok - 3 months since i split with my ex and 2 weeks NC.. Was starting to feel better and a bit happy about life but I saw her in work this week and mistakingly had a brief chat with her.. We didnt chat about 'us' but more about what shes been up to and how our familys are doing.. Since then all the old wounds have been reopended and I feel back to square one... For some reason Ive found myself reflecting on the past and all the good times we had last year. As an example exactly this time last year we went on an awesome romantic holiday to Rome and i remember her telling me it would be the perfect place to get engadged and she would of said yes if id asked !! I remember lying in bed all last summer thinking I was the happiest id ever been in my life and things couldnt get any better.. Fast forward to now and it seems I couldnt be any unhappier.. Does everyone else do this - its hard to shift all those good memorys - but then i suppose i should cherish the good times If im being honest I miss the girl i fell in love with and made me laugh and feel complete - not the girl who cheated on me and broke my heart. Sorry for the random rant - but it helps to spill the guts on LS - for some reason I always feel a bit down on the weekend.. Cheers for reading..
Nuala83 Posted May 22, 2009 Posted May 22, 2009 As an example exactly this time last year we went on an awesome romantic holiday to Rome and i remember her telling me it would be the perfect place to get engadged and she would of said yes if id asked !! I remember lying in bed all last summer thinking I was the happiest id ever been in my life and things couldnt get any better.. Fast forward to now and it seems I couldnt be any unhappier.. Does everyone else do this - its hard to shift all those good memorys - but then i suppose i should cherish the good times If im being honest I miss the girl i fell in love with and made me laugh and feel complete - not the girl who cheated on me and broke my heart. Yeah i do it too Huck. I think back to a situation almost a year ago when my ex told me he only ever wanted to be with me and make me happy. I think back to valentines day as well and how romantic he made it. The weekends are incredibly tough and it really doesn't help that summer's here. For some reason I can't get the image of my ex and his new flame doing all the things we used to do and laughing at my expense.
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