rrobbie Posted May 16, 2009 Posted May 16, 2009 i been seeing a girl i really feel she's the one i cant explain it but we tried to get intamite and i could not perfom (anxiety) and she told me i was usless and she off to find a guy that can give her what she wants then rang me and told me how good he was we fought and sent hateful messages i really screwed it up she say i make her sick and spinless and every other nasty work was said back and forth i got nasty just to get 1 up on her and i regret it we dadted in jan feb i had bedroom issues then she ended it the she came back in april was all good for 4 weeks then time to get intimate again and i plesured her and she didnt try get me off and said i was usless and i should be ready just be looking at her we had big fight about i said nasty things and left then i did the im sorry/i hate you emails phone calls etc i really like this girl we had so much fun together but my insecurity in the bed room destroyed it twice (i have lost my mojo) how can i get her back she the first women in ages that i really really like even though my friends say shes pshyco. deep down i feel she the one she 10yrs older than me which i never thought i would go for i have never felt this way before i dont know how to describe it i just have a gut feeling she the one i just wished she would let me got at own pace in bed room like she said can i get her back have i really ruined any hope how to get the one back that pushes all my emotions and win her is this a game or is she just crazy i see alot of my self in her we used to the same thing and think alike it was ancanny we had the same little habbits i see alot of myslef in her like we are conected in someway but now she hates my guts am i in denial ??
BW007 Posted May 16, 2009 Posted May 16, 2009 Dude, you gotta run as fast as you can. She is evil and poison and your body is telling you NOT to screw with this biatch. Your body is correct and I just cannot understand why you want someone this mean to you. This is a serious question and not meant to be offensive, but were you mistreated as a child? I ask because I am worried about your reaction to the abuse you are getting from this person. Try to read your post as a stranger and what would you think? She is downright nasty to you, and this is making you crave her and question your manhood. Screw that, sex is better with someone who likes you, it is true. I really, really dislike this woman for you. Please kick her to the curb(not literally). Save yourself.
Author rrobbie Posted May 16, 2009 Author Posted May 16, 2009 i guess broken home a mother that used to drink and scream at me that thought had crossed my mind before maybe i like the crap i dont know i did think she was evil and bitter but then what ever i say get put back onto me i even told her that i caught ex in flatmate bed one morning and now she says she been bonking my mate to hurt me i know she hasnt but it put doubt in my mind towards my friend i just remeber the little nice things she did but many nasty things i went to snuggle and she say stop im watch tv it was her terms i acted like her bitch as she would just complian about anything and everything to do with me or the world in general i know im a great guy but i seem to want still i do i fell i have to prove myself to her . and anoyed me but now i cant have her i hurt maybe ive convinced myself i like her . but seeing her made me feel alive like i would do anything for her last gf i had was nice but i wasnt into her really and im not a player i usually meet agirl every other year get hurt then dont bother for ages
Author rrobbie Posted June 21, 2009 Author Posted June 21, 2009 ex stayed over last night we cuddle all night but no hanky panky she says she has a new bf .went silly in morning telling how much i love her and talk about the past which made her angry . it was over me not arising to occasion i only want to be your friend im with sombody why would she stay over then i so much love this girl and i cant act cool around her i want her back
boogieboy Posted June 21, 2009 Posted June 21, 2009 She is crazy. Stay away from her. You are anxious when you try to perform because of how crazy she is. Leave her alone, she is POISON.
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