labelleninirose Posted May 15, 2009 Posted May 15, 2009 I have had trouble digesting this since he told me he had a work term in france for 3 months! while I am writting this, he is now on that plane towards there...for the past 4 days I have been a wreck and feel completly lost. I feel like I do not know where north is and why it hurts so bad...I have this terrible pain in the pit of my stomach and all I can think about is him....think about everything. all the little details are making me cry to the point were my nose is bleeding...I can't feel or see him in our bed, he use to be here everyday when I got home and even started supper for me and now he is not there, I miss his socks laying around and the rest of his clothes...i miss everything, every little detail that made me think of him is gone....why is this so hard to swallow...why must it hurt like this, he's coming back I know but why in my head do I think he is never going to come back to me...we have been together for 6 years and we are very close and honestly this is the first time we are separated. people are telling me this is a good thing , it will make our relantionship stronger...but i feel like a total mess, what can I do to make this pain go away, I have no friends and i have 2 weeks of being completly alone before I start my new job. I hate waking up in the morning crying my eyes out, it's hard on me and I feel that i'm torturing myself...I really needs some support on this, has anyone had to let there lover go for quite some time ? I really feel like i'm all alone and it's hard.
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