sn_2000 Posted May 12, 2009 Posted May 12, 2009 3 months of no contact, and I'm still living...better off. I plan to never contact her again. More of a statement than a question, but for those of you who are just starting NC, hang in there, it gets easier. I actually had to look at a calendar to count the months because it's just something that I'm not even keeping track of anymore.
confusedcookie Posted May 12, 2009 Posted May 12, 2009 its only been 4 days, and, i wonder, wow, he doesn't even call or try to get me back??? is he over it already? did he love me? so he's not going to try for one last chance??? then i'm like, if, if, he did call, i would never take him back, he took me for granted.... but but, if he called, brought me roses, then maybe... but he hasn't done anything, i was going to change my number so i wouldn't constantly look at my phone, but not a peep from him. won't have to change numbers afterall... then i wonder, am i making a big deal out of it?? what happens if he's the one i let get away? what happens if we get past this, and everything will be merry again, will i lose out on a chance? but happens, if he's the best i'll ever get? that'll i've never feel as happy as i was with him? i want him to call so badly, but then i feel like i keep giving him chances, he's never going to treasure me.... ugh, it's horrible, i'm in a state of confusion, i don't know what i want... i know, i don't...
Loving Too Much Posted May 12, 2009 Posted May 12, 2009 its only been 4 days, and, i wonder, wow, he doesn't even call or try to get me back??? is he over it already? did he love me? so he's not going to try for one last chance??? then i'm like, if, if, he did call, i would never take him back, he took me for granted.... but but, if he called, brought me roses, then maybe... but he hasn't done anything, i was going to change my number so i wouldn't constantly look at my phone, but not a peep from him. won't have to change numbers afterall... then i wonder, am i making a big deal out of it?? what happens if he's the one i let get away? what happens if we get past this, and everything will be merry again, will i lose out on a chance? but happens, if he's the best i'll ever get? that'll i've never feel as happy as i was with him? i want him to call so badly, but then i feel like i keep giving him chances, he's never going to treasure me.... ugh, it's horrible, i'm in a state of confusion, i don't know what i want... i know, i don't... Whats your story? I am going through all of those emotions as well. None of it makes sense based on how they treated us and what they told us. I took her back once just to watch her leave again. Day 7 NC
confusedcookie Posted May 12, 2009 Posted May 12, 2009 glad to know we can be sad buddies together, there is more to the story, if you're interested, i'll keep going, but the most recent situation is this: so my guy and me were in the car, and i was he was telling his friend on the phone how a relationship is a game, and in a fight, whoever calls first loses power, i glared at him and proceeded to poke him, pull his hair, etc. when he got off the phone, he blew up at me, saying that he only said those things for the situation his friend was in, and it didn't pertain to us. then he said, "i'm sick of you, i can't stand/deal with you". hurt, we arrived at our destination, a museum, i walked past it, and kept on walking, and he just took off. he knew i wasn't carrying cash that day, and the area we were in, was horrible, bums, and druggies. worst part, he didn't phone me back until 30 minutes later. he said that thought i went inside the museum (looking in the rear mirror, or texting to make sure?) he continusouly phoned while i skytrained home, and missed about 40 calls, the last call he saids he's sorry, but he didn't gave an explanation to why he said those things and did what he did. i drove to his house i took my things from his house, and left the key on the porch, and since then, he never called and its been 4 days. i need some insight, am i doing the right thing? i know he's not going to call, because he needs to save face in front of his friend, if he can tell his friend that he needs to stop calling his gf, bc she will come back to him, like a game, he will do the same for me... that's so sad, he can't put his pride and games aside... or maybe he just never cared enough for me... i dont know whats your story???
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