Tryng2Trust08 Posted May 11, 2009 Posted May 11, 2009 So....I am at the place I was before, upset and sad aboutthe way I have acted, but Im wondeing if the blame is really all on me. Me and my ex have been talking the last month, no fights, very civil, we eve met up for lunch one day. He did come over for a hookup once, very bad, and I contacted him the next day asking what if meant because he was acting like we were still together and he was talking like we would maybe date again...He said he couldnt date right now due to too many things going on in his life, but we could continue to communicate. I was upset and it started a fight, the next day I said I hated that it came down to that, he called me and we talked for 2 hrs, and I fgured we would never talk again. Well, we had NC for 2 days and he contacted me,I was very leery on responding, I waited an hour and I did. He found out some very upsetting news and he wanted to talk, so me being the sucker I am, I talked to him and for the next month after that things were kool. He was calling me everyday or texting me, I was soo nice, we even met up for lunch and it went soo wonderfully, it was great seeing him. It was then I realized I still have strong feelings for him..at lunch he was asking about other guys etc...He just seemed very interested in rekindling our relationship. Anyway, I started to get stressed about thngs, he was calling and texting me everyday things were going great, and I asked him while I was upset why are we even talking, it doesnt seem like we are going to date(he hasnt asked me out, but he has been travelling a lot). It started an argument, I dont think I can be just casual friends with him. Why is he calling me everyday?? Why is he asking about other guys and what Im doing on the weekends??? When we met up for lunch why did he ask me for a hug and a kiss on the cheek and gave me one also? \This all has got me soo frustrated we got into a HUGE fight, soo much was said, and now he has blocked me from his cell phone. Im soo upset that I let this go soo far, what should I do now??
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