wierdmunky Posted May 10, 2009 Posted May 10, 2009 We've been broken up for a week and a half. I have his things and x isn't making an effort to get them. I already told him I still have it, and he says if I'm still using them than to not to worry about it for right now. Well I'm not really using them, my brother is using the digital camera. I have his extra helmet, sweaters, and digital camera. It's not that I really can't stand to look at them them because I m put them out of sight, it's just I don't want to maybe be his friend if and when he gets a new girl lined up. I just think I'd be too close and hurt. The longer were broken up the closer I get to that point I feel like, and it makes me nervous. I've been keeping myself busy and not pre-occupying myself with the breakup. I feel like I've been doing good so far, and don't want to mess myself up in the future just in case I think I'm already over him, and then realize that I'm not really, and I get jealous etc etc. It makes me really sad to think that were just friends that he's taking things lightly, so really I just want to clear him out of my system. The thing is he wants to be friends. We haven't talked or anything, so the way things are right now are basically NC except for the texts about this. I feel like I should just tell him that he needs to pick these up, but is it too soon? I don't want to drag it all out, or feel like I'm playing in some power play game. If he wants to be my friend or in my life, he can, just give me some time to get over this, and whatever happens will happen.
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