SimplyIzzy2010 Posted May 9, 2009 Posted May 9, 2009 Prom was last night. He was there, holding her, kissing her, never letting her go. It was as if I never existed. How is it even possible that he'd forget almost 2 years? It's been a year. Yet I dreamt about them all night, and them kissing replays in my head at every moment. The thought that he won't ever be back, that he might love her, is killing me. I feel like I'm carrying a thousand pounds on my shoulders, and today, for the second time in my life, I saw no point in getting up from my bed. I thought dying would make it all better. And I can't live like this anymore. It's been a year. I need help. If I don't move on, I'm going to shrivel away of sadness. I can't live like this anymore. I need help.
Nuala83 Posted May 9, 2009 Posted May 9, 2009 SimplyIzzy don't EVER say dying would make it all better! I do understand the hurt that comes from being replaced and that feeling of what's the point getting out of bed but depression can eat you up and you mustn't let it. Please do go out and get help. Talk to friends or family, see your GP, join a support group or something. Have you read any of the other posts on here? All of our situations are different but we're all in the same boat. My story is here: http://www.loveshack.org/forums/t188238/ Kinda rambling but bitterness does that to you. I don't know if you were serious about saying dying would make it all better but I hope you weren't. My father commited suicide and let me tell you that f***s up the minds of those who are left behind permanantly! Your life isn't over and he's just not worth it.
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