melissa123 Posted May 8, 2009 Posted May 8, 2009 Hey guys Its been a while since I posted here. Im not sure if you will remember my story but just to reeeally qucikly sum up for the purpose of this post my ex ran off with my ex good friend about 5ish moonths ago. Now I havent seen, stalked or spoken to them since. I cut all ties with them as it hurt so bad. I have been staying far away trying to gt my life back on track. However I am travelling away to a sports competition in 2 weeks time where they will both be. I am trying to qualify for the world champs and have worked very hard, but of course in a cruel twist of fate both of them will be on the judging panel. The fact that they are judging me doesnt really bother me as they have no reason to hate me so dont see the scores reflecting our personal life. Hooowever how the hell do I do my best when they are both there together???? Even if by luck they do get taken off the judging pannel they will instead be sitting in the crowd cuddling and holding hands etc. I know it will break my heart all over again and make it near to impossible for me to do my best. I was utterly devatated when I fount out they were both going to be there :( So how do I cope? And also if I do run into them (which im bound to) how do i act? Just do NC and walk right away? Or smile and pretend not to care? Plllllllllllllllz help!!
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