lostinlove2626 Posted May 6, 2009 Posted May 6, 2009 Ok so this is the first time ive wrote anything here....I need advice because I am lost and don't know what to do!! I was with my boyfriend for 6 years the only problems were me not being affectionate and intimate I tend to think those things can be dismissed well anyways I broke up with my boyfriend like 2 months ago and told him i guess i couldnt change. So now I want to change my life and my old bad habits and just have realized that he meant alot more to me than I thought. At first he was willing to wait for me and work things out but of course when I was ready he said its over and i just need to move on. I called begging and crying telling him im sorry i have changed and working on myself. That only made him mad at me and now i have stopped that and Im just working on me but i still want him back!! So here is the thing i get mixed messages from him i know i hurt him very much by ending our 6 year relationship but see his name is still on the lease stuff still at my house and so i stopped calling him and he has a key to our house still so he stopped by while i was work to clean the fish tank and leave me money. So i guess im just wondering is he really done forever or does he just need time cuz it seems like a front but its hard to tell!!! AHHHH i just want the chance to make it up to him and love him how he loved me and give him what he deserves.
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