EmperorR Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 but I won't. My angry/sad rant I hate carrying the burden and pain every day, sometimes I just tear up and just blame it on my contacts if anyone asks. It sucks that two of the people I've loved the most in my life hurt me so bad, it sucks that after my ex fiance cheated on me and left me depressed and suicidal and I fought through those thoughts every day for months and finally moved on that I got my heart stomped on again. I know blah bla go out, get new hobbies, reconnect with friends time heals all wounds I know the manual word for word, that's why I know I'll get over this. But for now I feel like a p.o.s. , I just realized next month was supposed to be the wedding, knowing her she will probably call me on the date and rub it in my face, even though I feel nothing for her anymore it still hurts from time to time. Well that's better get the negative thoughts out of my system:)
melissa123 Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 Hey Emperor Dont worry the exact same thing happened to me. My ex of 2.5 years ran off with another girl and crushed my heart. My bestfriend helped me get through it and about a year later I started dating him. But then he ran off with another girl!!!! It crushed my heart, but I know we can get through this together! Best of luck
PinkRibbon Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 I am right there with you EmperorR......praying for a good man. I don't think anyone is listening ..... Mean people suck.....
Blah Toolz Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 If she would call you to rub that in your face... Just imagine banging her sister or mom in front of her on that day instead. And the look of complete and utter devastation there would be on her face. I'm sure she wouldn't be able to shrug it off and blame it on her contacts, would she?
BW007 Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 That last little bit of harsh made me laugh Blah. Why would she rub the marriage day in your face, it is a failure in her life too. Wow if she is that mean, you dodged a bullet E.
9Lives Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 but I won't. My angry/sad rant I hate carrying the burden and pain every day, sometimes I just tear up and just blame it on my contacts if anyone asks. It sucks that two of the people I've loved the most in my life hurt me so bad, it sucks that after my ex fiance cheated on me and left me depressed and suicidal and I fought through those thoughts every day for months and finally moved on that I got my heart stomped on again. I know blah bla go out, get new hobbies, reconnect with friends time heals all wounds I know the manual word for word, that's why I know I'll get over this. But for now I feel like a p.o.s. , I just realized next month was supposed to be the wedding, knowing her she will probably call me on the date and rub it in my face, even though I feel nothing for her anymore it still hurts from time to time. Well that's better get the negative thoughts out of my system:) Dang, I know how you feel. Today is the first day that I had relief for real from this burden of pain you speak of. I has been 16 days since I hear from my ex. Today he send a text...(crumbs). I knew I should not respond and I did not. But it made me feel good. All I can say is keep going and one day..the sun is going to shine.
Trialbyfire Posted April 30, 2009 Posted April 30, 2009 This clip is so wrong and yet so right for you EmperoR.
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