Cora Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 I have posted here before about how my LDR ended. I have been very distraught over it and have gone though more pain than I imagined....he was my first love. I honestly did not think it would hurt this much. My whole sorted story can be found in this thread and also the LDR thread. Our whole relationship was based on lies and him cheating. It's been two months now and three days exactly since I heard those last words from him before he left so suddently with no goodbye. Many tears later I'm doing Just fine!!! I am posting tonight because although it may not seem like a big deal it was very difficult for me and it took a lot of courage for me to finally get to this point. I have just finished deleting every single part of him so to speak. All of his 100 or so pictures, IM's, emails, texts, voicemails etc...All gone! I have even deleted him from my messenger list and deleted him from my contact list in my phone so I can't contact him if I tried. He is gone forever and I feel wonderful because now I can finally move on with my life completely! So goodbye to you Eric....you caused me pain for the last time and now I have finally cut the strings and set you free forever. Thank you for making me a stronger person. This is just a poem describing exactly how I feel right now... Since you've been gone my life has improved, I don't know how or why that would be. We had it all I thought, but you felt moved, to turn your back, walk away, set me free. Seems I was bound by invisible chains, holding me back, so very restricting. Turns out it was worth, all of the pains, considering we were so contradicting. Can reach for the golden ring on my own, needing no help to live happily. It's so much better being all alone, your shrouding leaves fallen from my tree. I sail on, cut loose from the anchor of you, crossing azure seas under skies of blue.
SimplyIzzy2010 Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 wow. I hope I will be in your place one day soon. I myself am dealing with an Eric. I wish he'll be gone away soon. You are an inspiration.
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