EmperorR Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 I hate how I've been down this road before and it's going the same way, it's like i'm just following a manual. I just want to fast forward out of the hope stage. Why can't I accept it, I know she's not coming but I hated the little hope lines she dropped at the end when she dumped me. It's so much easier when they stragiht tell you "I don't love you, leave me alone" like my ex fiance did. I hate this hope, I hate pretending that I'm strong when inside I'm broken and weak.
Alex_M Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 I would quite like to have hope in some self destructive way. "I don't love you, leave me alone" killed me a little inside I think...
headlesschicken Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 you're not broken. you're not weak. you're just looking for validation in the wrong places!
BW007 Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 It is hard for me to not hope when she already came back to me once before. In my secret thoughts I cannot deny that I hope she comes back, but man, it would take a lotto jackpot style bolt of lightning for it to happen. She has turned against us as a couple. She has her legs wrapped around someone else. That is pretty freaking definitive. I still hope though. It is a curse. It is better to get to the screw her point of thinking.
Ronni_W Posted April 23, 2009 Posted April 23, 2009 I hate this hope, Er...you know that YOU are in charge of your hope, right? It is not in charge of you, and some sentences that your ex said are not in charge of you, either. It's not that you ARE weak. You may be feeling weak. And, well...you do seem to be ACTING weak as far as this blasted 'hope' that you don't even want in your life. Take back control, my good man! There is nothing and no one else stopping you from doing that. You have total right and authority over your own emotions. You are, in reality, strong and powerful about that -- come out fighting, and knock that false hope on its' ass!!!
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