mm4184 Posted April 20, 2009 Posted April 20, 2009 When my ex broke up with me last September, I cried asking what's going to happen at Christmas, my birthday, all those special times, etc. And he promised he would be there for my birthday this year. We stopped seeing each other this January finally after creating more drama by continuing to be in contact and be confused for a few months. Recently, I think there has been some issues as to where people are telling us things about each other and since we're not talking, we don't know what's right or wrong. For instance, someone told me he was trying to talk to someone I knew so I went to clarify just because to me, I don't want to be involved with anyone (especially if she's a friend) that he is trying to talk to and I would hope he would have the respect to go and talk to girls I DON'T KNOW but I know I don't have any control over that. He found out I was asking/clarifying (I know I shouldn't at all but I can't help it sometimes) and got all angry. Now, I feel like there's some kind of hidden anger towards me he has about other stuff he might have heard, which YES I know I shouldn't care about but it hurt me SO MUCH when he didn't even greet me happy birthday yesterday after EVERYTHING I have done for him. I gave him a birthday WEEK with so much nice things last year just a week before we broke up. I just don't understand how someone can be like that after everything we've been through? And I know he's not a bad guy, I just feel like he's turning into one or something. Just hearing that he's trying to talk to all these girls who aren't even pretty, still upsets me and my friend even said he's just trying to get anything he can get. I cried for so long today just thinking of how wrong it is not to even say happy birthday... Just venting.. I don't know what to do anymore. It's been like 7 months since we broke up but really only since January since we stopped seeing each other. I just want to get over it. I try and go out with my friends and work, etc. but I still feel sad and empty at times... I feel like I can't complain about it anymore to my friends because they've heard enough but I don't know what to do.. It's just an ongoing cycle for me.
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