....................................

[smile_through_tears]

I gave and you threw away...

You didnt appreciate my love, nothing..NADA!!

Alone I stood in the dark, through my longest, coldest winter...

In my sorrow and I drowned in my tears..

I couldnt sleep...I couldnt sleep...

I could feel the pain so deep...

In my darkest days and loneliest nights..

you werent there..you didnt care..

Lies and lies ON TOP OF LIES...

took you back, gave it a try..

you left again and broke my heart..

in your selfishnesss, yes you left..

never feeling the pain i felt..

Tired of being the lonely, the depressed, the unwanted..

No you dont care to explain..to call...you dont see...

You chose not to see, not to feel...

Truth be told, you played with me

Talking bout how much you loved me..

then you go and LEAVE!!!!!!!!

In your selfishness you left and never looked back..

Oblivious to the devastation you had caused me...

You wanted her when all she did was not want you..

and I loved you...I believed you...I TRUSTED you...

How can you not see!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I gave you love...she gave u FRIENDSHIP!!!

Yet you still hurt me so much for HER...

And in the end you wanted HER....

no matter how much she doesnt like you..

you never let her go from your heart...ever..

But with me, you erased me so easily..

because "you're always there."

Broke my heart with everything u said..

and everything u didnt say...

UNWANTED LOVE!!!!

That's what I have...

DEEP TRUE LOVE FOR SOMEONE WHO DOESNT WANT IT...

No i WONT repeat myself...EVER!!

NEVER will anyone feel my DEEPEST love...

cuz u took it and u threw it away...

I GAVE AND U TOOK AND U TOOOK AND YOU THREW...

:(The girl that no one understands..

Nobody said that things were fair...

Lost, and confused with no answer...

you wont see..you never will...

You're too caught up in your happiness

Why would you worry about the broken heart that was caused by you???

You didnt care to look back..

You KNEw my heart was bleeding..yet u went along..

worrying about YOU...never caring to explain..

never feeling any pain...

I dont care about NOTHING!!!!!

Never tell me about nothing

Cuz I was TRUE & sincere and I got hurt..

Dont talk to me about feelings, bout love or emotions..

I been down that road..

it brought me sorrow and grief...

People pretend and talk alot of s#1t..

But at the end of the day

their actions contradict their words..

and the only explanation they have is their SILENCE...

Words unspoken because they cant cover up a lie..

The truth remains constant..

while a lie takes hard work...u need to remember your lies...

So you stay silent...So you dont add one more...

So your excuse is people change..

but a true person wont betray themselves...

Dont talk to me about feelings, dont tell me about love..

Im not that naive little girl anymore...

Reality, EXPERINCE showed me different...

Go ahead, I wont stop you...or you...or you...

You dont need a shoulder to cry on,

when there are no tears streaming down your cheeks..

But when that time come..

you realize that you turned your back on the one that had ur back..

You broke the one that built you..

You dropped the one that picked you up..

You wounded the one that healed you...

You pushed the one that carried you..

I dont wanna hear NOTHING!!

Cuz you have no idea...you'll never understand :(

[TaraMaiden]

Life is suffering/unsatisfactory.

we suffer/It is unsatisfactory because we cling and grasp things that are impermanent.

 

This is true of everything, be it people, emotions, health or belongings.

 

Think on this for a while.

[Dumbledore]

I dont wanna hear NOTHING!!

Silence is golden. Visualise your negative thoughts flying away, one at a time, like butterflies. Or maybe moths. You have a BB gun, and you nail any of those suckers that try to come back. Eventually you feel calm and relaxed - ready to rebuild your life, and your broken heart. You throw away the BB gun, and grab your favourite dildo. Life is good again.