emotionalwreck Posted April 15, 2009 Posted April 15, 2009 Dont mind me, sometimes I just have to says things or write them so I dont explode. My ex hasnt been at work for 2 days. He hasnt been online either. I can see when he is online but not who he is talking to etc. I check every day and night. Its a relief for me to know he is home and no one is with him. It is driving me crazy, what is he doing? Who is he with? He is always online and never misses work. It has only been 9 days since breakup and I miss being with him soooooo much!
brokenglass Posted April 15, 2009 Posted April 15, 2009 I only wish she missed me as bad as you miss him... All I can say is that the more you check up on him and his online status or his work attendance, it will continue to drive you insane. I did this for weeks and months, constantly checking to see if she was online and why...I could not function like a normal human being whatsoever. I still can't, but its only because I keep hearing new things that I wasn't aware of during our relationship. But yeah, I can't tell you how many times I come on this forum and see women who miss their ex's so much and wish SO badly that she missed me the same way. She could care less about me and my life, only that I am there for our son. The pain is unbearable.
Author emotionalwreck Posted April 15, 2009 Author Posted April 15, 2009 Hi Brokenglass, As I read through the posts I feel the same way. I find myself saying "wow, I wish he felt like this guy" etc.... Or I hope he doesnt and just cant/wont say anything right now! Everyday I say I am not going to check to see if he is online but I can not help myself. I do not check on him at work as we work together! I see him about ever 10 minutes. Talk about reopening the wounds everyday at 3pm. But now that I think about it I probably would be checking on him at work if we didnt work together, how pathetic is that... I have a long road ahead. I am so glad I found this site. Its nice to be able to say how you really feel and not be judged.
Phateless Posted April 15, 2009 Posted April 15, 2009 Dont mind me, sometimes I just have to says things or write them so I dont explode. My ex hasnt been at work for 2 days. He hasnt been online either. I can see when he is online but not who he is talking to etc. I check every day and night. Its a relief for me to know he is home and no one is with him. It is driving me crazy, what is he doing? Who is he with? He is always online and never misses work. It has only been 9 days since breakup and I miss being with him soooooo much! Dude... you need to chill the F out. I know it's hard, but at some point you have to take control and force yourself not to look. You must realize that you are putting YOURSELF through this. Remove him from facebook, myspace, aim, yahoo, msn, skype, your cell-phone, take down ALL your pictures and everything you can think of that reminds you of him. It's time to go through the purging ritual. I know life sucks right now, but stay busy and distracted, do productive things with your time, and you will feel better anyway. Since you can't eat or sleep right now, make sure that what you do eat is strictly healthy (if you're not enjoying your food anyway you might as well eat right) and go to the gym every night, even if you're only moving weights around. Over time, you will feel better.
Author emotionalwreck Posted April 16, 2009 Author Posted April 16, 2009 Hi Phatelee, I hear everything you are saying. I am doing alot of what you have said but just when I can go through a few hours without thinking about him its time to go to work and face him for 8 hours. Its like starting all over everyday. And then like tonight he wasnt at work again and hasnt been online.... I am thinking he already found someone and it is hurting something terrible. I can not help myself.
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