violeta09 Posted April 14, 2009 Posted April 14, 2009 I know this guy for 12 yrs. He was on my work route. I had been having marital problems for years and was not to happy or sexually active. This guy also married and I became very close. A year ago we took it to another level. I never expected anything really emotional. I know his two kids are young and he is not leaving his wife. I felt sexy and alive for the first time in so long. My job closed down and I was no longer on his route. I expected him to fight alittle to be with me, but he didn't. He already had said he loved me, and I fell hard for him. A few months later I got a job near by and we resumed our thing. I was shocked to see it had lost some sizzle for him not me. I have to text him first all the time. I give so much more than I ever get. He has changed sexually and he doesn't meet my eyes. I love him and want our time together to be special but it isn't. He doesn't want to talk about it so I decided to end it. NOT GOING ANYWHERE ANYWAY!!!!! I know I did the right thing but it hurts. I'm proud I took a stand..
9Lives Posted April 14, 2009 Posted April 14, 2009 I know this guy for 12 yrs. He was on my work route. I had been having marital problems for years and was not to happy or sexually active. This guy also married and I became very close. A year ago we took it to another level. I never expected anything really emotional. I know his two kids are young and he is not leaving his wife. I felt sexy and alive for the first time in so long. My job closed down and I was no longer on his route. I expected him to fight alittle to be with me, but he didn't. He already had said he loved me, and I fell hard for him. A few months later I got a job near by and we resumed our thing. I was shocked to see it had lost some sizzle for him not me. I have to text him first all the time. I give so much more than I ever get. He has changed sexually and he doesn't meet my eyes. I love him and want our time together to be special but it isn't. He doesn't want to talk about it so I decided to end it. NOT GOING ANYWHERE ANYWAY!!!!! I know I did the right thing but it hurts. I'm proud I took a stand.. Like I said before in a another message her ...Do yourself a favor and just STOP STOP CALLING STOP WONDERING STOP CARING STOP WISHING STOP THINKING HE IS COMING BACK STOP HOPING HE WANTS YOU STOP THINKING ABOUT HIM ALLL THE TIME STOP TRYING TO FIGURE THIS S/IT OUT JUST STOP STOP STOP and move on with your life. This s/hit aint going to get no better and the longer it takes to figure it out the longer you will be EVEN MORE UNHAPPY. Just stop NOW I am speaking from experience and you can slap yourself and say f/ck it and move on.
Author violeta09 Posted April 16, 2009 Author Posted April 16, 2009 thank you for your input. its appreciated. i know you are right. there isn't anything to figure out. its cyrstal clear. i was a quick roll in the hay. i just was stupid enough to fall for him and let things go that far. these days i'm making it right with the hubby and giving him all my love and energy. it still hurts but i try not to dwell and shift my thoughts to other things.. thanks
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