paranoidiva Posted March 30, 2009 Posted March 30, 2009 ok ok i'll explain.I was with my ex boyfriend over a year in a half.I was his first and only girlfriend.We shared everything together and he is my neighbor as well.We saw each other a lot but gave each other a lot of space when needed towards the end of the relationship.In the beginning i found it hard to be with him.He doesnt like clubs and spends a lot of time inside.I broke up with him around 3 times over petty things in the first 6 months.I wanted out but didnt have the courage to leave him.I saw him as vulnerable without me.The tables have turned and in the beginning of this month he broke it off.His grandfather died and he took a complete change.Fair enough I was devestated but i would never ask someone to give me a second chance ever.He left and that was that.We start hanging out a wee bit though after a few days.It was platonic and casual.A few days later he msns me asking if I was with someone else and asked could he see me.I let him and he spent a half hour talking me into taking him back.He used the 'I was scared of commitment,depressed,i miss you,i love you still'. It worked and we were fine.During this time my Granda died and he was there for me.I took the death bad and went a little crazy behaviour wise.During work that weekend He is sending me loving text messages asking me when ill be home and can we hang out and watch a movie.I reply moderatly coldy 'yea sure'.So i see him that night and he is trying to be nice and I was in an off mood and didnt respond.I was a little cold toward him and all of a sudden he breaks if off again.I decided this time to try the NC tactic for a full week but alas he text me yesterday hinting he is missing me and wanting to know if i was into anyone. Some Facts;his mother hates me and he is close to her.She told him off for asking me back out again. My ex lives on my street.I see him a lot.He is a close friend to my best friend who is a boy and this used to bother him.My best friends called John.John and I are like brother and sister but wernt talking for a month while this happened. I am slowly going through the moving on faze and my ex is seeing that.He text me wanting to see me to get his stuff back (his stuff being a hat and a dvd because he took everything else).He is being very pushy. He hinted to me that he is missing me desperatly. We are both turning 20 next week a day within one another and were both a bit worried bout it. I love this guy but i cant understand why he cant let me heal.Why is he acting like a love bipolar madman?
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