UCLAMike Posted March 29, 2009 Posted March 29, 2009 Early August was the break up. Boy was I a mess. I took the breakup very hard. It was my first real long term relationship (1yr) and I've never dealt with any grief of this magnitude before. I never had anyone pass away close to me. I really made every imaginable mistake. She had a new bf and I had not even realized it. Constantly breaking NC and getting harsher and harsher treatment from the ex that totally devastated my self-esteem. Hurt to a point I can't even describe. Only now I am able to regain some respect for myself and have some healthy amount of good anger for the way she ended things and treated me. Only been 2 weeks since I finally went real NC without checking up on her status. I don't even have the desire to. My conversation does not include her anymore. It still hurts a little but it isn't nearly as close to, lets say, 4 months ago. Meh, I kind of wish that I had dated more in the past just so I get a glimpse of things and knowledge, but I am learning all of these now. What a hurtful experience. I'll know what to do better next time in finding a good person that fits me.
Adri Ana Posted March 29, 2009 Posted March 29, 2009 A breakup is always a hurting experience, but all you have been experiencing,all this pain makes you be reborn again and makes you feel there is still You and not only Youandher. Good luck to you . Life goes on . Go on you too .
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