annabellee Posted March 26, 2009 Posted March 26, 2009 Can't seem to post my last letter to the old "Last letter" thread - it's closed? I'm new here...sorry for the redundancy. Anyway, here it is: Dear M, I want your critical voice out of my head. It's been long enough, and I'm ready to completely expurgate you from my thoughts. I don't mind thinking about you every once in a while, but you are taking over my life again, and we're not even in contact. I feel like your life is better than mine, more interesting than mine, and more people love you than love me, and those are ridiculous thoughts. They all come from the fact that for years you devalued me and made me feel like I always had to improve, that you were the arbiter of whatever, and that you knew best. I want my life back, my own intuition, my faith in myself so that I can move, grow, and act in this world and in my life without imagining your constant criticisms and bull**** judgments. I am asking you, not so kindly, to please get out of my head. Here is the door. Leave. Thank you, A
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