He would take me back, my heart says YES my head says no. What would you listen to?

[Makemesmile]

Monday came and i thought it was just a bad day, now its turned into a bad week!

 

He hurt me so bad emotionally, but i miss him so much. One part of me wants to call him and tell him how much i love and miss him and that i will come home and we can start again.

 

But how many times have i done this? To many, and if i go back how many times will it happen again?

 

I feel lonley, sad, and like i will regrett this for the rest of my life. Will I?

 

Dont think it was made any easier the fact i rebonded a few weeks after and now that has ended. I think it was my fault, to needy, i was trying to replace my past relationship with someone i didnt know.

 

I thought i was doing so well and BANG its hit me again.

 

Can or do you ever get over your first love? Or will these feelings always be there but just get easier to deal with?

 

Ive tried contacting all my mates and organising somthing fun this weekend but they are all busy with SO. I feel so alone.

[sedgwick]

I got over my first love, and I thought I never would. In all total honesty, it took me about six years, but I did date other people in that time. A few years ago I saw him again and wondered what I was thinking. It will pass, even if it takes some time.

[Dlyrica]

You sound EXACTLY like me...I wish I had the strength to leave my ex alone and get a move on.

[monkeymaid]

listen harder from both your head and your heart. ...they usually tell you the same thing, we just mis interpret what the heart is saying as we try to hold on to what is comfortable.