saddy Posted March 19, 2009 Posted March 19, 2009 It's been about 4 months, I broke up from a 5 years relationship. This was the only relationship I ever had and the more I think about it, the more I realize that this relationship had been lasting so long because I just didn't know if this girl was right for me: I had no comparison. Since then, I'm trying to experience through online dating, but in heart, I'm still like a teenager. I mean... everytime I meet a new girl, I think she's the one, I begin to have feelings for her... and then I meet a new one and the same thing goes again. Well, sometimes, I'm able to see when a girl is just not for me but most of the time, I feel very naive. It's been about 2 months that I had been dating a girl. She's very nice, I feel good with her and we have the same humor which is something important to me! But unfortunately, she's not that attractive, she's not a great kisser and it's sometimes difficult to know how she feels... It's been about 3 weeks, I met another girl. She is very attractive, smart and a great kisser. We can have good conversations but she's not very funny. I mean she's not always serious but it's just not the same humor. Just before I met the second girl, I had sex with the first one and I felt like she was begining to get in love. So after things began to be more serious with the second girl, I felt like I should break up with her because I didn't want to hurt her. But now, I just come back from a date with the second girl and I feel like it's not that great, that I miss the first girl because I was really having fun with her... I'm completely lost... how could I make a decision?
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