Ilovehim Posted March 19, 2009 Posted March 19, 2009 MY LOVELY LETTER! IM SO ANGRY RIGHT NOW... You know after awhile you get tired of people's BS..you get tired of chasing and apologizing and u get tired of given love for it only to be thrown back in your face with no concern or second thought...Well I never thought this would come from YOU...YOU out of all people do me wrong..You changed so000 much, I wanted to close my eyes to this reality...I never thought it would be you the one to show me how cold this world can truly be...I never thought you would do me like this...I loved you, I believed you when you said you wouldnt do this to me again and there you go and do it again..and i will NEVER forget what you did to me with that chick...I cried soo much over the **** I did to you, because it hurt me knowing that I hurt you...but you didnt even have it in your heart to listen to me..to even let me know where was it that I went wrong..But I guess it doesn't matter anymore...After everything was said and done..you were just COLD...Whenever I hear the song heartless I think of you...You act as if Im some stranger in your life...You make me feel like I dont even matter to you and I guess thats how it is now...I feel lied to, hurt, left and disappointed...I hate this feeling..I have so many things I want to say but I keep them to myself and so many question that I dont even think I want the answers to anymore..Im not that same girl I was yesterday..When the person you love changes SO0OOO MUCH with you and throws you away like you're nothing, without even giving you an explanation NOR caring for your pain...when you're crying your heart out every night and nobody is there to listen or give a damn...when you go through what I went through it changes you...but you know what it has made me stronger..it has given me a 'I dont give a **** attitude" and most importantly it has made me love myself and grow as a person...I never wanted things to be like this between us..I dont hate you but you hurt me sooo bad, its a weird feeling I have towards you...But **** all this ****, it hqas cost me too many sleepless nights and too many tears...it felt like someone has been thrown knives at my heart everyday for the longest..drowning in my tears and loneliness...over somebody who doesnt give a damn and who dont even appreciate me....BUT IM DONE WITH ALL THIS UMMA DO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I would LOVE ot talk to you, have closure or have not such a bitter last memory of you but Im not going to force it on you...Have a nice life with these bitches!!!!! Hopefully one of these nutass chicks will love you half as much as I do....
imagine Posted March 19, 2009 Posted March 19, 2009 Well... you found the right place to vent. I would be downright scared to scorn you after that!
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