simplythebest Posted March 13, 2009 Posted March 13, 2009 I wrote this letter wanting closure from this relationship, ven though I know he will never get to read it. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Dear -----, Not that it matters anymore... but I just wanted to let you know how I feel It really hurts to know that you never cared about me. It hurts to know that every time we spent together, while I was madly in love with you, you ever felt anything for me. It hurts to have been so disposable in your life. You, who never got rid of any of your material posessions, got rid of me in a few minutes as if I were an old pair of shoes. It's been a week since you broke up with me. I must admit that it has been a really tough week for me. I miss you terribly. You could never imagine everything I have been going through lately, it's been tough. When I met you, I had really high expectations. I thought you were the one, the man I would eventually marry, the father of my children, my one and only love. I was wrong. I loved you, but it was not mutual. I gave my best in this relationship, but you didn't. My Cinderella story turned sour. I guess you were never the man I thought you were. It really hurts, though. Your reasons for breaking up with me were lousy, more than likely they were just excuses. Perhaps you were just trying to cover up for the fact that you didn't like me. Maybe you found someone else. I guess I will never know your real reasons. I find your reasons hard to believe. You claim we are not compatible. Maybe you don't know me well enough, you dated me for a while and never realized the type of person that I am. You never gave me the chance to prove to you the type of person that I am. You treated me like in the future I would be the worst mother and wife. You were wrong. You don't know me, perhaps I am the type of woman that you want your future wife to be, but you missed out. It hurts to know I never had the chance to explain. It hurts to know you made false assumptions about me and that you broke up with me as a result. What hurts the most is that we even lost the possibility of being friends or even keeping in touch. I really thought you would have called me by now, I guess I was wrong. When I texted you, I was genuinely interested in letting you know that even if we couldn't be together, we could still be friends and keep in touch. You didn't even reply. It hurts because I know I will probably never see you again. You could have been the one, but I guess you won't be. I guess our story (or at least my story with you) is over. It didn't have a happy ending, because unlike fairy tales, not all stories have a happy ending. I no longer believe in fairy tales or happily-ever-afters. I will take some time off for myself, to think and to learn to love myself. Exercise has become my alibi. One day I will meet someone else. Hopefully that someone won't leave me like you did. I hope you too meet someone. I hope one day you get to feel what I felt when I lay in your arms and nothing mattered, nothing but being with you. I love you, Beth
era Posted March 19, 2009 Posted March 19, 2009 Great letter for it's theraputic value...now rip it in pieces, place in a garbage bag, then toss it.
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