Jakey22 Posted March 13, 2009 Posted March 13, 2009 I recently realized how bad my temper can be. I have a very short fuse and I blow up. I came to realize this when I scared the girl I wanted to propose to, the love of my life. I didn't harm her in any way, or touch her in any aggressive way. I was just very vocal and I can be intimidating with my words. I had to tell a few guys trying to get involved to back off. This isn't me, this is the first time I've ever had this kind of blow up. The next day she told me in a message not to contact her in any way ever again or come to her house or she would call the police. I respect this and I have not tried anything of any sort. She loves me and I know she does. She was wonderful to me and she told me how much she loved me all the time. A buddy of mine over heard her say that "She ended something good" to his girlfriend who is her friend. She also texted him "I'm going to miss him" the very next day. I love her so much and I am a complete mess of stress and worry. I will do anything it takes to get her back, but I don't know where to begin. I'm going to see a counselor about my temper and I am going to fix it for her. I don't ever want to do that to her again, I feel so ashamed for scaring her like I did. I will spend the rest of my life making it up to her if I could just get that chance. I guess my question is, how do I get her back? I am afraid to wait, but I know she needs to cool off, but she made it pretty clear she didn't want to see or talk to me again. How can I show and prove to her I mean it? How do I get her to talk to me again? Do I even have a chance? Should I just give up and try to move on? I really don't want to, but it feels hopeless. I've prayed very hard for an answer, but I have yet to see one. If anyone can give me any kind of advice or answer my questions I would be greatful, this is my first time on here so I'm not even sure if I'm posting in the right place. Thanks, Jakey
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