I really hope there is a chance but i dont know. Can anyone me?????

[Heres hoping]

Hi, I dont know if anyone can help me butany view would be helpful.

 

I had been with my bf for 2 years until in oct he broke up with me. Not because there was no love but due to other stresses and because I had a termination. He helped me but in the end I had to seek counselling. I did all the stupid things such as texting, ringing and emailing him to get back with me. In Jan he said we had to have some space of a month. During that time I went away to visit family abroad and before the month was up he emailed me saying sorry and that he wanted me back. He was back home with his parents and I was too we live over 2 hours away from each other.

 

So in Feb we got back together seeing each other now and then and speaking on the phone. I now that it could work but he is going away to Camp america in May and then he is going to work in canada for maybe up to a year. He wanted me to go to canada with him but that wasnt in my plans. We are both graduates and I want to start my career.

 

I started getting stressed with everything going on. Him going away to the us and then canada, having a long distance relationship so soon after we got back together. So we started having arguments. We both decided to break a week ago because I was unhappy and stressed. He is now going to America and canada and I am going to go to china to learn chinese and start a career in pr.

 

He said we should give each other space and not speak but I started to do the same things again and text him, but not begging just saying after we have done our things we can get back together and that I will always love him. But he keeps saying he cant gaurantee we will.

 

So anyway I apoligised and he said again not to speak for a month. But whenever I am online he speaks to me and we have web cam sex online. But he initiates it. I know that there is a strong bond between us and that I know we can be happy. So I am so confused am I in a good place with him ?? Is there a likelihood we can get back together. Was I wrong, was I worrying to much about the long distance? We spoke yesterday and we both said we are sacrificing us to go and achieve what we want.

 

Do you think there is a chance? We have said we are going to stay in touch whilst we are away. I love him so much but I just thought a long distance relationship for over a year in different countries wasnt going to work. We are so great together but when we are apart we miss each other and get frustrated. Please anyone some help would be great. Does he still love me.