bravesgirl Posted March 4, 2009 Posted March 4, 2009 :love:So I came to a new college this year and one of the people I had all my classes with is a guy I met on the first day of classes and he is now my best buddy here at college. It started two months into classes that I realized that I have feelings for him. I'm 21, he's 29 we are both going into elementary education. We drink together at least once a week and he has opened up to me about his past relationships....i don't want to freakin hear about them but that's what a good friend does right? But I don't want to be in the friend zone anymore!! When we drink he gives me hugs and last semester he was all touchy feely with me and now it has waned off a little. This semester we don't have as many classes together and he hangs out with these two girls who live together and their other friend who comes over quite alot. I feel jealous:sick: but I don't say anything and i dont let it bother me and I am pretty good about brushing it off. He used to hang out with me more but now he's over there probably more than he's hanging out with me. He always jokes with me about sexual topics and I joke right back. We have spent a lot of time together and he has never tried kissing me, just hugs. I just met someone else 3 months ago but he lives far away. I gave up the whole 'wanting more' thing. Now I know the feelings are still there but I don't want to say anything because it may make the friendship weird. Maybe I should just go for it and say f*******it if it screws things up.
Geishawhelk Posted March 4, 2009 Posted March 4, 2009 Maybe I should just go for it and say f*******it if it screws things up. You've summed it up beautifully. Go for it.
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