mental_traveller Posted March 30, 2009 Posted March 30, 2009 I want to thank everyone for their kindful thoughts and replies. I am at a very tough place right now. I went to urgent care and recieved some meds to help me settle down. I am seeing my therapist today. At work I put together an art program for the juvenile inmates and the response was sort of uplifting to me. Everyone of those kids had smiles on their faces. Maybe its these sort of gestures that I need to focuse on. I am also attending a book club tommorrow night so hopefully and I can put all of my insecurities aside and enjoy myself. This is going to be a struggle, but I with the help of others, hopefully I can move on, forget for the time being about being with a woman and focus on empowerment. Even though a lady friend is not interested in me the way I wish her to be, I guess a friendship is better than nothing. Again thank you all for your support. I grew up in a cruel environment (the constant teasing) maybe their are good people out there after all~ I'll echo the other positive comments, it's great to hear you are looking up Remember Winston Churchill's comments, when things look their worst, just keep on buggering on. He was a depressive alcoholic and not exactly the most attractive guy in the world either, and he didn't turn out too bad.
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