beautiful_stranger Posted February 28, 2009 Posted February 28, 2009 I've been pondering over this for so long, I mean surely we go out on dates, but he's never forgotten about her.. Just then, I saw his friend adding her on facebook (it's his friend's usually practice to add whoever he's just met. so pretty sure he took her out to meet his friends.) This answers why I havent heard from him for a long agonizing week.. anyway, it's not just that... apart from seeing him once a week on a weekday, that's our only way of contact.. i mean he didn't even contact me not even a message on v day.. didnt even bother walking me to my bus stop at 11pm at night after the first time we got intimate.. these plus other little details that makes me feel he just doesnt care.. or.. am i being a demanding psycho girl who reads too much into things? And so, I became insecure, and kept on asking him to reassure me that he's not dating other girls... which i think in turn pushed him further away.. oh my, how irrational can ppl be when they are in love?? I guess things started off so wrong it will never reroute itself to a better direction? My decision is final, it is well and truly over... i will not respond to any of his initiations anymore.. next step is of course to get over him.. but how??... can someone tell me? I havent had such a huge crush on someone for so long, I've forgotten how painful it is to let go, and how hard it is to forget... right now he seems to be the only person that I want, it seems like nobody could be better.. how do you rid of that feeling? *sob*
chrislovestosurf Posted February 28, 2009 Posted February 28, 2009 you find another guy ???? come on.
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