blondesmiler Posted March 1, 2009 Posted March 1, 2009 Don't email him back, sell the ring on ebay and go on a lovely holiday with the money. Thats his tough *****, he gave it too you so he can't have it back, you can do what you want with it.
Author redmelon Posted March 1, 2009 Author Posted March 1, 2009 Yea, now the talk amongst my friends has shifted to "he's going to try to get you back..." I don't know that I agree, but I am scared. I don't feel strong enough to resist him, and I don't know that I would be able to do that 100%. And now, if he doesn't try, I will be hurt by that. I can't seem to win when it comes to my heart and this situation. I am just keeping on the same track I have been on, but it sure is lonely and complicated. Do you think he is just trying to make sure I am still sitting here waiting for him? He said he "needed contact" but I don't know why, or what for. I asked him not to contact me any further, but he definitely didn't listen to that request. I do feel like he was feeling me out, and this visit with my parents was a sort of grandiose statement aimed at impressing me. He knows that my family is so important to me, and that I was angry about his disappointing them, too. I never would have thought he would go to my parents and apologize and tell them that my family has meant so much to him, so I don't know how I am really supposed to prepare for the next thing that may happen. I don't want to put up that wall that took so much work to tear down. I don't want to be the cold and cynical person that I was before, all because of this one man. I guess I just don't know HOW to go about preparing myself when it's all so unpredictable. I do feel like I have a target on my chest and am waiting for the next arrow to hit me square in the heart. It's not a good feeling. All that happened yesterday has left me feeling old and tired. I can't concentrate. I have therapy tomorrow evening, THANK THE LORD.
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