MotherGooze Posted February 26, 2009 Posted February 26, 2009 After I saw him on sunday and him revealing that he still loves me but CAN'T do a relationship right now I felt bad for just one day. Then i decided that he didn't deserve it to make me feel bad. If he can't make a decision, then it's time for me to move on. Yesterday he called me and asked me if I had plans for tonight or the day after. Told him sorry I have plans. He was dissapointed but now he knows how I have felt the passed few weeks. You know, i still miss him a lot, and knowing that he still loves me makes it harder, but I can't just sit around and wait for him, and that's what I have been doing. I feel guilty for hurting him, but I can't forget the fact that he hurt me as well. It's time to think about ME. I deserve to be happy, with or without him in my life. If he wants me back, he'll have a hard time to win me back. Tonight I have a date with a wonderful guy. I don't feel like romance or a new relationship and this guy knows I'm still struggling a bit over my ex, so it'll just be catching up and going to the theater. No more emotional distressed me, but strong independent me, who actually wants to and intends to enjoy life and have some fun...without him.
Scorpio13c Posted February 27, 2009 Posted February 27, 2009 Hi Mother, Be careful of your heart if you're dating too soon. All My best! Scorp
Author MotherGooze Posted February 27, 2009 Author Posted February 27, 2009 Don't worry I will I just want to have some new people to chat with, but I don't feel like getting romantically involved with anyone right now. Just seeing some new faces is good
Scorpio13c Posted February 28, 2009 Posted February 28, 2009 Good for you Mother, I wish you al the best!! Scorp
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