BodaciousBunny Posted October 4, 2003 Posted October 4, 2003 I suppose I'm hurting so much because he's the first guy that I've ever fallen in love with.... and the first guy that I've ever slept with...the second guy that I've ever kissed. And the first guy that I've really been "gf and bf" with. I have to make something out of my life, go on - acheive. Make him want me again, but wait for him as well. To not betray him like all his other girlfriends. (I realize this is like a journal entry, but I needed to write somewhere) I'm so tired of hurting and crying, when will it stop...when. And why is this happening, why did he have to get cold feet? Not everyone comes back from that...
Reckless Posted October 4, 2003 Posted October 4, 2003 There are some excellent threads running at the moment BB with regard to coping. The first heart ache is the very worst, but hang on in there, it gets better. Not at first, not consistently, some days will be okay and some will feel like dying, but it does get better with time. You can't move forward while looking back so try and look ahead. You'll experience every emotion known to (wo)man from guilt to anger, from utter desperation to fear and nostalgia but the waves of pain decrease with each passing day and eventually you'll wake up and remember that there are good things to experience that don't involve your ex and there is hope. Sleep tight. R.
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