ecfc2003 Posted February 21, 2009 Posted February 21, 2009 Don't really know what to expect just that now, there's good days and bad days; days I'm looking forward to moving on, then days when I nearly lose it, almost turning on the waterworks in the bread section at Coles, and at my desk at work! Some background: She says she doesn't love me anymore, and it's true; Says she will always love me as a friend. She's being untruthful here because most days she obviously can't stand my presence, avoids eye contact, keeps talk to a bare minimum; I can't move out in the immediate future whatsoever because where I'm going is thousands of miles interstate. Have to organise work, housing, etc.; We've been totally faithful the whole time, only recently however, I detect a change in her mind-set (she's befriended a 16-year-old and delights in her teenage sexcapades!); She bumped into a friend of mine and was asking about him, who he was, etc.; She has a close friend who's just split from her long-time partner; She's still very attractive and I've kinda not aged as well (we're the same age); She was a virgin when we met (I had only a little 'experience') and the thought of another man..........ugh! I have taken her for granted a little but the last few years have really worked hard at our relationship but according to her, once I move out, it's 'probably' the end of us. I really don't know what to expect. I don't really know why I've just used up a bunch of bandwidth on this site, but I do know that when I touch her hands, feel her arms, face, neck, catch a whiff of her womanly aromas, hear her voice, look into her eyes and be in her orbit, I am still so totally head over heels in love with this woman! I am so in for a rough ride...
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