Goatsbreath Posted February 20, 2009 Posted February 20, 2009 Bah, today is a bad one for me...not sure what puts this one above the others. I want to call, I feel like I'm the only one hanging myself on my thoughts everyday. I can't escape them and I wonder if she is thinking about stuff at all. Is she completely happy I'm gone. Is she not even thinking about me at all? Does she wonder what I'm up to? Does she realize that everyday, almost every moment I think about her. I wonder what shes doing, if she misses me? Her name comes up all the time, sarah this, sarah that. . .I can't escape it. Its in movies, its on the radio, its in tv shows, its the name of people I come across at my job. BLah
lynne1973 Posted February 20, 2009 Posted February 20, 2009 i completely can relate to know what you're feeling. but I would say don't call and to continue to go no contact. you wondering if she even misses u, happy that you're gone, thinking bout u, ect? well the only way u will get the answer to those questions is to go NC long enough to provide her with the opportunity to show you just how much. believe me, when a person really wants to be w/somebody, they will make it known. but how can she miss u or anything if u don't give her the chance to in the first place? continue NC pls. and i wouldn't even take her call or mssgs right away if she reaches out first. that way you will get a chance to see how hard she's willing to fight for you and ur love....
Author Goatsbreath Posted February 20, 2009 Author Posted February 20, 2009 thanks lynne, I'm hanging on and what you said is what I needed to remember. Im going to be strong.
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