redmelon Posted February 19, 2009 Posted February 19, 2009 A little over a month has passed since I was dumped by my fiance. I thought I was done crying. NOPE!! I feel like I should be feeling better than I do, but for the past 2 days, I've been hit with a wave of terrible sadness. Today that culminated with me crying at my desk. Only 2 coworkers knew about it, but I couldn't control it, and I feel so humiliated and like I am letting myself down by feeling the way I do. I was doing really well! Any advice on how to get back on track? I have gone NC for over a week now, he has contacted me once, come to my house and left some of my belongings when I wasn't there, etc. I am doing what I am supposed to do, reading self help books, eating well, socializing a bit, talking to friends, etc. UGHHHH!
sinkerswim Posted February 20, 2009 Posted February 20, 2009 It is OK that you did that..you are feeling your emotions. If it makes you feel any better..I did it too... Today..I went outside to my car on lunch to cry. I couldnt take the overwhelming sadness...I miss him and our life together soooo very much. I wanted nothing more than to just be with him for the rest of our lives together. We still talk..and we still care and love each other..but I am far away from him. He ended it because he wasn't happy with the way things were going. I had to come all the way back to PA..because of my financial situation...I could not support myself in Illinois on what i made. I FEEL TERRIBLE. I FEEL SO LOST WITHOUT HIM. I am taking things one day at a time..and happy we are in touch. He said we may end up back together again one day.. I am working on things..and so is he. But the pain and sadness of it being over right now is killing me. I just want to see him and hold him again..and never let go. I love him with all my heart and always did since the day we met.
EmperorR Posted February 20, 2009 Posted February 20, 2009 I know how it feels when my fiancé cheated and dumped me I would cry in the washroom at work all the time, it's still early on the cycle just take of one day at a time. But work was like a temporary relief for me most of the time keepiing busy etc.
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