loveable-beast33 Posted February 19, 2009 Posted February 19, 2009 Hello all I am new to this website and needed a way to vent so please bear with me..I have a lady n my life that I've come to care for deeply and I've fallen in love. We work together as nurses in a dialysis center both of us are n relationships that r pretty sour. We pretty much met up by sharing stories about and relating to 1 another with relationship problems. I never beleived n love at first sight but when I first saw her I knew she was somthin special. Any how time passed as we got closer my feelings grew more and she told me she felt the same I tried not to fall into it but no matter how hard I tried my heart yearned for her.she would tell me things like she would marry me and have a child with me tell me she loved .about a week ago she and her guy had a fight and she has compleatley pushed me awa. My bday was the 12th and I didn't get a hug kiss nothin she didn't speak to me valentines day came and I got the same treatment..its been a week and I haven't talked to her physically yet but she sends me text messages saying she doest wanna lose me and she mises me and she's sorry but when I see her she doest give a ****..she doesn't look at me nothin why woud she tell me these things and act totally different.I haven't done anything wrong. She laughs and jokes with people all the time she seems completly fine why am I the 1 hurting.please give me advice on how to be strong and move on and not let her see me hurting because I truly loved this woman I feel like I never meant anything please help me
Geishawhelk Posted February 19, 2009 Posted February 19, 2009 Can you change departments or shifts? From the sound of it, you became a flirtation and diversion for her. Maybe you were the subject of the fight between her and her guy, and he gave her an ultimatum. Who knows? In any case, you need to do all you can to avoid her, and move on with your life. Check the work pattern, and try to change it......
Template Posted February 19, 2009 Posted February 19, 2009 Can you change departments or shifts? From the sound of it, you became a flirtation and diversion for her. Maybe you were the subject of the fight between her and her guy, and he gave her an ultimatum. Who knows? In any case, you need to do all you can to avoid her, and move on with your life. Check the work pattern, and try to change it...... Hey Geisha, I'm kinda feeling this way too. Did I even matter to my ex. After all I've done. I hate these feelings. Can you give me a ekick, in the enutz please.
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