KRN1126 Posted February 14, 2009 Posted February 14, 2009 Where should i start.....ok i met this guy around the end of 2005. when we started out...he was so sweet!!! But like 5 months into the relationship he became a total jerk. He would make us go dutch on dates, and he became mentally and physically abusive. during our one year relationship his house burned down. like a fool i let him stay with me for four months,(he never gave me any money or paid any bills).We broke up christmas day 2006, and i thoguht it was over...NOT!!!! In the middle of january 2007 we started hooking up. He told me that he needed time to think about us getting back 2 gether. So in Feb.2007 i found out he was seeing someone else!!! My heart jumped out of my body....i was so hurt. But that's not the end of it. he still wanted to see me, and like a dummy i fell for it. He continued to mentally abuse me, telling me that he was gonna marry her, and he would say mean stuff like "she is visually the woman i saw in my dreams as my wife"!!!! Fast forward to now feb.2009, and we still see each other on and off!!!! I keep hoping he will leave her, but am i just setting myself up for a failure!!! Recently i was at his apartment and i read a letter that he wrote to her, and it said that she cheated on him as well and even kissed another man in front of him!!! Why would he fall for someone like that!!! I feel so stupid, and worthless to let this man use me for so long, can someone please help!!!!!!
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