audrey_1 Posted February 13, 2009 Posted February 13, 2009 I haven't posted about this in a while. In fact, I haven't really posted at all much lately. I've been lurking reading everyone else's experiences. I wish those who are hurting some peace this Valentine's weekend. I could use some myself. I have been trying to move past the childhood crush who found me, treated me casually, and is apparently a serial dater. Really I have. I've been on a date from online, which was nice, but I just don't think I'm all that interested in dating right now. I really want to focus on me. I think I should focus on me to get my head straight and realize what I need and where I'm going. We are no longer connected on Facebook, so I don't have to worry with seeing his profile, but I know from word of mouth that he's basically getting in contact with all of his ex-girlfriends on his page. Is that weird? Anyway, I really want to move on from him, not have any contact with him, but we still have a business venture pending, of which I played a major role in, and if it is approved this April, I could come into a small, lump sum of money that could really help me in so many ways. He's been emailing me lately concerning it. No personal chit chat. All business. It makes me sad, and I'm wondering whether I can see it through. I'm almost tempted to just say "good luck" and remove myself from the situation, even with the possibility of receiving this money. The amount could wipe out all my existing debt. I mean, I could be debt free. I'm just wondering whether it's worth it. My heart breaks every time I hear from him and he is so "professional." Guess I'm just feeling more vulnerable than usual since there's all this talk of "love" everywhere I look right now. Curse Valentine's Day.
Trialbyfire Posted February 14, 2009 Posted February 14, 2009 audrey, while money isn't worth heartbreak, he's keeping it professional. I guess you have to balance the current economy and your future, against a few more months of pain. I'm assuming that his contact isn't very frequent. Is April definitive or could you potentially be looking at much, much later?
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