wooha Posted February 8, 2009 Posted February 8, 2009 I am really missing her, and I dont know why. She called last weekend at 4 in the am. Why? I called her back like a dumb-as*, and she did'nt answer. Is she ever gonna grow up(she acts like shes 17, and shes 25)? Is she ever gonna realize what she walked away from? I am 100% confident in saying she will never find another that halfway measures up to me(not just angry/brokenheart-talking). I was good to her, I loved her more than anything, and we had a VERY promising future financially. Part of me is hoping for her to call and ask for me back one day. I'm on anti-depressants, and they are'nt helping much. I've been nc for a month, and I'm trying. Will I ever love like that again? Please comment, I really need you guys!
lonelygurl Posted February 8, 2009 Posted February 8, 2009 I am really missing her, and I dont know why. She called last weekend at 4 in the am. Why? Likely she was out drinking. I had a friend that used to do this to her X's. She would drink and get horny and call all her X's till she found one that would have sex with her. She probably just wants to see if you are available but doesn't really want to be with you. I called her back like a dumb-as*, and she did'nt answer. Is she ever gonna grow up(she acts like shes 17, and shes 25)? Not likely, if she know she can pull your strings and you go along with the games she's playing. Is she ever gonna realize what she walked away from? I am 100% confident in saying she will never find another that halfway measures up to me(not just angry/brokenheart-talking). I was good to her, I loved her more than anything, and we had a VERY promising future financially. Part of me is hoping for her to call and ask for me back one day. I'm on anti-depressants, and they are'nt helping much. I've been nc for a month, and I'm trying. Anti-depressants work but can take up to six months to a year to show any real results and in my case much longer. Anti-depressant are not a short term solution. I am presently on another medication change and when you start at a minimum dosage and have to wait six weeks to increase and then another six weeks, in total it will take 30 weeks to be at my maximum dosage and then another six weeks to notice a change and studies have shown the drug I'm on to see any really results it can take up to 10 months. Anti-depressants are not a short term solution as I said and as my psychriatrist has told me it is a long haul to find the right medication for you and the right dose. I have been working on this solution for over a year now, and been on many different types for several years. I ever love like that again? Please comment, I really need you guys! Yes, you will likely love again, but it is too soon. You are still hurting from a break up. Healing from this doesn't not happen in the matter of days or usually just a few short months. It takes many months and in some cases year(s). Continuing to play silly games with her, and calling her back or answering when she calls is going to keep you in turmoil and not on the path towards healing. Stop letting her contact you and stop contacting her!
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