o_hopeless_o Posted February 7, 2009 Posted February 7, 2009 im probably going to post her more often because i dont want to bottle everythin inside of me so bear with me people. im on the first day of no contact. its been alright but considering i have to watch my twin sisters till 3 o clock doenst help. i feel pretty isolated in my house. i had a dream of me whooping his new gf's butt. augh. im really trying to accept rhe brwak up and go on with unanswered questions but its hard like he had said maybe we can be together in the future. i dont know if thats HIS HOPE or just trying to make me feel better which it probably was but what we had was really special. i can say im not big on pda and being affectionate all the time but when i am im liek WOAH! i was the dominated one and everything cus he let me. anyways my friend just called me and right now i am literally on the phone with her typing this. she just told me he texted this morning around 10 am AFTER I TOLD HIM TO NEVER TALK TO MY FRIENDS CUS I DIDNT WANT ANY STRINGING RELATIONSHIPS and he tells her about how he is going to see one of our favorite bands. why is he doing this? i strictly told him not too. and my friend isnt too happy about hwo im hurting over him. i told her if he even mentions me just tell him im fine. i know my friend isnt so happy about being his friend so him contacting her dosnt bother me SOOOOOOO MUCH but it does to teh fact i told him no to do that and yet kinda of questioning why? he should i assume i told her dont talk to him either. wether or not you are your happy about me having thsoe unanswered question and wanting them just a tad and keep on thinking of em i want to knwo what your take is on him contacting my friend. because i think it hard to not sit here and not think of me romantic or not when there is that connect that me and my friend, well are friends. if i was to IM his cousins id be like oh thats his cousin and it would also be known to that. so yeah. sorry for mispelled words and such. im just not even caring bout them to much.
aiina Posted February 8, 2009 Posted February 8, 2009 sorry to ask, but, is there any chance he likes you friend? you seem to be very young and this is the typical situation that would happen when I was young. don't know?
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