lonetiger Posted February 4, 2009 Posted February 4, 2009 The other day, I did the hardest thing...I deleated hundreds of email letters that him and I had shared with each other. I made a pot of coffee and read them for a final time..I had the cursor on delete for about 10 minutes before I finally pushed down the button...in an instant, they were gone:( I also deleted his phone number... I figure this is the best for the healing process...because I was only drowning in sadness everytime I would go to my email account and knowing all our emails where at my reach. Before the day of delete, I found myself reading and reading which only made me sadder..I do regret sending them off to the grave, but come to understand tht I made the correct decision. After the break, he still had me on his friends list on myspace, and he finally deleted me a few days ago. At first I was sad and totally heartbroken, but then I thought that I rather have his picture off my page so I wouldnt have to see his face daily. I guess it's been a week of "deleting" for both of us!!
neverlost Posted February 4, 2009 Posted February 4, 2009 Well done Now next, you can "delete" your sadness and pain, and in time be ready to see someones elses face daily who will think the world of you
lonelygurl Posted February 4, 2009 Posted February 4, 2009 You did a very hard thing but a very good thing! It is one more step in the healing process!!! My X has dumped me for the second time, and although the pain the second time around isn't any less, and isn't going away any sooner, I have been able to do certain things quicker. Such as deleted all his emails, block his emails, shredded all his cards, pics and threw out anything that he gave me. Sometimes we want to hold onto these things as if we were still there in that time. But I think it is for the best to be rid of them.
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