not sure

[rex222]

well here is the story im 26 shes 38 we have been together for 1 year 3 months 3 months ago we broke up but got back together thanks to my mom...

 

well the main reason we broke up is because she caught me lloking at porn.....i went to a psychartiast and just kinda of stopped going...she is very insecure she has had a lot of bad relationships......i also have ADD...

 

well when it first happend she took my computer and things seemed to be fine was going to counsiling but my ADD hasent helped at all....well she gave me my computer back and i was fine with the pron thing so after i got the computer back i was looking at plumbing videoa im a plumber and when looking at plumbing videos on you tube there was some suggestive videos that poped up in the search list so i clicked on them nothing to werid.....so when she was over last week (havent talked in a week) she looked on my computer and seen the you tube videos and freaked out left and now she wants to break up bring all my stuff back..

 

like i said i have ADD and im pretty hard to deal with she is still talking to my mom and my mom knows thats im going to go see a doctor tommorw to get on medication....my ex has been thru many hard relationshiops and i belive that is why we are having such a hard time....so my mom is going to tell her that im going to get on medication hate to get my mom involved but my girlfreind will listen to her

 

anyways am i fighting a losing battle? or is it worth it i love her very much havent contacted her in 3 days and im letting time take its corse...i belive she is very insecure i have not looked at porn since our first break up.....but she dosent belive me

 

she just sent me a text asking when im planning on getting my stuff my heart sunk....i dont know if i should anwser......

 

she is a very smart and strong person i havent been the best boyfriend im constantly giving her a hard time and i relize that now......ive been doing alot of reading and what ive read says just give it time.....this sucks