Zammo25 Posted February 1, 2009 Posted February 1, 2009 In the last 4 weeks I have realised how much I loved my ex. Truely and deeply. But its too late of course. I blew it and have lost a diamond. I will try and repair my wreck of a life next week. I am going to send a final letter and move on. I do not think it is a bad thing to say how much you loved someone. It will fall on deaf ears and I knlow that. Her heart is gone and gone forever I am an idiot and think I will regret losing her for the rest of my life but I have to move on. Who knows how long it will be before I am back to normal, one month, twon months, three months, a year , two years. Who knows but this lesson has been harsh and hard for me. I have to forget next week once I have done the things I need to do to put it away forever. I have been NC for 27 days and am going to break it next week for the first and final time. Foregive me but I need to do it. After that I hope I can put a recovery diary but I have learned a real lesson and will never forget it.
Meaplus3 Posted February 1, 2009 Posted February 1, 2009 Well it sounds to me like you know what YOU personally need to do here in order to move on. I wish you the best of luck Zammo. Try and remember that happier days lie ahead. Mea:)
Author Zammo25 Posted February 1, 2009 Author Posted February 1, 2009 Well it sounds to me like you know what YOU personally need to do here in order to move on. I wish you the best of luck Zammo. Try and remember that happier days lie ahead. Mea:) Mea I cannot see any happy days ahead but I have composed a letter which says it all and puts closure on the matter for me. I hope this will allow me to move on in time. As Lemar says its time to grow. http://uk.youtube.com/watch?v=yHfX9iDbHPo
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