Zammo25 Posted January 31, 2009 Posted January 31, 2009 NC day 26. After a month of hell I feel stronger today. I can look back at her faults and she had them as well as mine but I was prepared to accept and emvarce her faults as I loved her very much and still do. She could not accept my faults and gave me lists of things about me she did not like. She alaso dumped me 6 times during the three and a half years together and each time she did that it made me question her true feeling for me so its no wonder I was reluctant to truely commit and move in together and get married. If I had she would still have been unhappy with me as I am. Either accept me as I am or get the hell out iof my life. I did silly things, maybe took her for granted on occassions but I can honestly say I did far more good things for me and her 2 kids than bad over the time so if she can't see that , well get the hell out of my life. Oh you have I forgot. ITs your loss as I truely loved you and would have been in for the long hual good and bad. Isn;t that what makes a good relationship and defines love. I am angry with the way she screwed my head up syaing she loved me and then a few days later changing her mind again. Surely I deserve better than that. I know as you are a very beautiful Woman you will have lots of Men eager to take you out and take you to bed but wshe will still have her irratation points they will have to get used to including her constant and loud snoring !. I can live without you and I will live without you and I will make a success of my life. I don't care if I dod not find " the one " again but I am determined to have fun. I AM NOT going to curl up and die for you.
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