shia_louise Posted January 29, 2009 Posted January 29, 2009 i love my boyfriend and i know he also love me.. and now we are already in 4 yrs serious relationship. in that 4 yrs, i love him , i do everything to him, and even give him all my times and don't even have a time to my friends. i know he also did his part. before i came to his life, he already had an experience about relationship to other girls. and i meet this GIRLS. some are pretty, really, but i don't feel any insecurities or being jealous, especially when he talk about his past girlfriends.. and some of this girl really want to "destroy" our relationship.but it dosnt matter to me because i know they cant. i read all the messages in his celphone, from friends,relatives. and there is one person that keeps sending qoutes from him, i thought it is his sister because the name appeared to his cp was his sister name. a day came and it was his bday, all of his friends are there, family,,. we talk, just like having an occasion. in the kitchen there was his sister and she had her two friends. they came to me, and she introduce her friends to me.and there was this girl,who always looking at me(my bf sister's friend).i thought she just wanted me to say hi to her.after that moment, my bf ask me if that girl familiar to me, i told him not, coz i just meet her a while ago.he replied, my X. and i smiled to him, OK,NOW I KNOW WHY SHE ALWAYS LOOKING AT ME. i dont care, coz of all of his X i meet that is the only girl seems not so pretty, even others can tell bout that. a month past, this girld texted my bf, just a good morning message,. i replied to her very nicely. she repiled take care,. again a day past, i forgot her name, everything. someone texted me, in that message state : you know what, youre just so ugly. you a re a pig. you are the one for your bf. coz his family wanted me to be back to him. i very much close to his family, they like me very much. you, you are nothing aginst me, i cam from a medical shool(nursing) , and you, youre just a hotel and restaurant management graduate. and i know very much about him. get off from him! they dont like you! shame your self. that was the message , so uch for that. and the last there isan initial MJD. it hurts me,. really it hurts me. i know im not close with his family, still i wanted to be close to them. i ask my bf if who is this person. he said it was my X who u meet on my bday.we had a fight with my bf,because it really hurts my feeling,. in the first place his family dont believe me. im just creating my own story. how i can create, i even dont know that initial from his X. and i want my bf to defend me. i told him if he can tell to his x not to come in there house, just for us. he did, but his sister ensist that is her friend.a close friend. we decided to forget about that thing. a year after, again someone texted me,and same with the message. but it was MJD's relative. i told my bf again,he said dont mind about that girl ruin our relationship.and its enough for me not to give attention to that girl. i was invited to his house coz there is an ocasion. his sister confront me, that MJD was also invied, if it is ok with me, i told her its ok with me what happened is nothing to me now.she said, maybe somebody wanted to ruin your relationship and used MJD initial. i said i dont think so.and she said she wanted you to be her friend. i told here, me too..very much.. we have lunch with my bf, and then his X came. i smiled to her, without thinking what she did.wow she is so nice, one thing we noticed to her, me, my bf, his cousins, that she want to recognise always in many thing. she act, like want to get attentiom to everyone.maybe that was realy her behavior. when i was in my bf sister room, she entered. me and her in the room.so quit, so i started to talk to her,. wow she even dont have a reply,even a smile. she only stared at me, with her eyes said i dont loke you. my gosh i thought were ok now.my bf sister came to us, you what she did(his X) , oh she smile again, feeling that wer ok in the room. wow what do you call on her?gosh! at night i told my bf, he laugh and said that girl is crazy. dont worry, i confront her. my bf confronted her, when that girl came again in there house, with a reason she just visiting my bf sister. i dont know what happened.. me and my bf attend's a birhtday oh his friends. again that girl came, which she also know all the person on that occasion.we greet each other, knowing what really inside her. when we left alone(x), she confronted me, she started talking about the very first day we meet, what happened to us, i told her you cant blame me i am hurt. she act that she did nothing,and when i try to defend my self, she make her voice loud,its like she dont want me to talk,. so i let her all the talk,, all the visitor could hear her voice, the baby is sleeping, awaked with her voice so loud. i realize to my self why do i have pay attention to this girl, i thinmk she is crazy. with her eyes so wide,and her action, gosh rubbing her ears,hair.she is really crazy, that she wanted to kill me or very irritated on me.. even other people in that time noticed that i she crazy?she doesnt act like profesional.and i think the worst is, she talked about what they when they together with my bf.he doesnt talk what is the issue about us. and made me realize that still she had the feeling with my bf.. the day after that worst event i have with her, my bf friend, which is also her friend, told me that MJD still have a feeling with my bf, and that why she keep being close to my bf family and act so nice, just to keep close to my bf..she just want to win back my bf. thats the last day i encountered with her. now she work abroad(other country) as a nurse.. i know she will be succesful in her career.. specially if she used us (me and my bf) as her inspiration in her life, to prove that she is the right one, the worthy one.. me , im working as a budget aid, one of our government agency. with a less salary. it gives insecurities to me, coz even that girl was so far already, still i feel to my bf family, that they appreciate that girl very much. recognize her. everythinh.. that they are proud of that girl..and they treat her one of their family.. with out knowing what the truth behind that girl.. it hurts me coz, i dont feel they believe on me what realy happens.. i know someday, that girl will came again, with all the fame, richness and wealth.. what if that someday will come? what will happened? what must i do? me, living in very much simple world, without anything to proud of.. i hope that girl will lost forever. so we can have peace in my familys bf, my bf that soon will be my husband.. i am afraid to give up everything with my bf, just not to meet her agin, and feel i am nothing to her.
MSUE Posted January 30, 2009 Posted January 30, 2009 why are you meeting all his x-GFs? theres something wrong w that pix!!! He's not the saint you think he is hone...wake up and smell the coffee
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