lostsoulmate Posted January 23, 2009 Posted January 23, 2009 Sometimes I feel like I want to disappear. You know, like in cartoons. Does anyone else ever feel like this?
Crow9726 Posted January 23, 2009 Posted January 23, 2009 Pretty much every single moment... It sucks to be me right now...
Author lostsoulmate Posted January 23, 2009 Author Posted January 23, 2009 Pretty much every single moment... It sucks to be me right now... Why? If I might ask? I'll tell you my story, if you want to listen.
You'reasian Posted January 23, 2009 Posted January 23, 2009 Sometimes I feel like I want to disappear. You know, like in cartoons. Does anyone else ever feel like this? Nope. I guess it has to do with the fact that I'm fairly upbeat and enjoy life. Even during times of higher than normal pressure, I keep it going so long I don't break anything.
meg33 Posted January 23, 2009 Posted January 23, 2009 yes.... many time in the last 3 weeks... i would feel oh so much better
Crow9726 Posted January 23, 2009 Posted January 23, 2009 Why? If I might ask? I'll tell you my story, if you want to listen. I have absolutely nothing to look forward to...nothing positive in my life. Spiritually bankrupt...emotionally spent...financially devastated...physical health deteriorating...stessed beyond my ability to sanely cope... Alone...lonely...heartbroken...no apparent way out of any of it...no relationship...no close friends...no affection...no disposable income...no validation...on the north side of 50...no relatives save my daughters who are grown and gone... Flakes and users and emotional cripples come to me since I am non-judgemental...sympathetic...empathetic...use me for their own personal brand of therapy. I am spent...and no way to refill my own emotional well. I truly fear for my emotional well-being. No real reason to get up in the mornings...but force myself to. No happiness in my life...in any form or fashion... Have never been suicidal...but the thought of it has been coming to mind lately... Life was never supposed to be like this...and I'm oh so friggin' tired of it... Shall I continue...without getting too specific???
Author lostsoulmate Posted January 23, 2009 Author Posted January 23, 2009 I have absolutely nothing to look forward to...nothing positive in my life. Spiritually bankrupt...emotionally spent...financially devastated...physical health deteriorating...stessed beyond my ability to sanely cope... Alone...lonely...heartbroken...no apparent way out of any of it...no relationship...no close friends...no affection...no disposable income...no validation...on the north side of 50...no relatives save my daughters who are grown and gone... Flakes and users and emotional cripples come to me since I am non-judgemental...sympathetic...empathetic...use me for their own personal brand of therapy. I am spent...and no way to refill my own emotional well. I truly fear for my emotional well-being. No real reason to get up in the mornings...but force myself to. No happiness in my life...in any form or fashion... Have never been suicidal...but the thought of it has been coming to mind lately... Life was never supposed to be like this...and I'm oh so friggin' tired of it... Shall I continue...without getting too specific??? Crow... You have other people like me... and I bet I can make you laugh. Ready... "Hey don't say anything, but guess who's still together after all the s**t between them? Your buttchecks!" I hope you at least cracked a smile. My situation is like yours... Spiritually bankrupt...emotionally spent...financially in trouble...physical health deteriorating...stressed beyond my ability to sanely cope... Alone...lonely...stuck in a bad relationship (engaged)...no apparent way out of any of it...no affection...no disposable income...no validation...no relatives within a 14 hour drive... No real reason to get up in the mornings...but force myself to. (this is a positive. It means you are stronger than your fear.) Life was never supposed to be like this...and I'm oh so friggin' tired of it... I will send you positive energy. I will also send you hope, peace and brightness my friend. Think of your buttchecks and laugh when things get too tough. I find comfort in a good joke. Smiles are good for your soul.
You'reasian Posted January 24, 2009 Posted January 24, 2009 I have absolutely nothing to look forward to...nothing positive in my life. Spiritually bankrupt...emotionally spent...financially devastated...physical health deteriorating...stessed beyond my ability to sanely cope... Alone...lonely...heartbroken...no apparent way out of any of it...no relationship...no close friends...no affection...no disposable income...no validation...on the north side of 50...no relatives save my daughters who are grown and gone... Flakes and users and emotional cripples come to me since I am non-judgemental...sympathetic...empathetic...use me for their own personal brand of therapy. I am spent...and no way to refill my own emotional well. I truly fear for my emotional well-being. No real reason to get up in the mornings...but force myself to. No happiness in my life...in any form or fashion... Have never been suicidal...but the thought of it has been coming to mind lately... Life was never supposed to be like this...and I'm oh so friggin' tired of it... Shall I continue...without getting too specific??? What kinds of goals do you set for yourself? That's the important part. What do you do - what actions do you take to reach your goals and to make yourself happy? For instance, I ran a race recently. Did decent, but I'd wished I'd surveyed the slopes and done more cold weather running lol. Also picked up the guitar and played a little. I'm a beginner, but its all good - gotta start somewhere?
Weird Posted January 25, 2009 Posted January 25, 2009 Yeah I want to disappear simply because I find I do not fit in with mainstream society and the annoying things people do. That and the world/life in general bores me. You wake up, go to the bathroom, eat, do your thing during the day, come home, eat, do your thing, go to the bathroom, go to bed, repeat. Life is incredibly boring and some will say it isn't because you can do all these different things but the end game is the same. Don't get me wrong, I have fun in my free time and all that and like to do some stuff but that does not change the fact that life is the same basic routine and you amass are memories that really do you no good in the future.
georgejungle Posted January 30, 2009 Posted January 30, 2009 i'd like to turn invisible some days. just to see how people act when you're not there. see if they talk about you.
The Collector Posted January 30, 2009 Posted January 30, 2009 What cartoons feature people disappearing?
Author lostsoulmate Posted January 30, 2009 Author Posted January 30, 2009 What cartoons feature people disappearing? TC - the devil cat disappears in a puff of smoke on old Mighty Mouse cartoons. Have I dated myself? Whoops! POOF!?!?!?!?!?!?!
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