starzphalling Posted January 21, 2009 Posted January 21, 2009 Well all i'm alive. Just got a working computer and some stolen school internet Ok so for those of you that don't know the story, short version inc. Me and Guy, friends 3 years. Dated 3-4 months'ish. It was a ltr, i applied to a college closer to him (we were about 20 hours away, school is 2.5). Soon as i got accepted, and planned to start moving, he freaked out and dumped me. "I'm confused" "I don't know what I want" "Are you willing try leave the door open to try again later?" Of course I said yes to that, this all happened the week of X-mas/new years. Well I still moved to go to school. I haven't spoken to him since the day before new years eve. ok now for the update Before I moved to school I was debating writing him a letter. I did. Then I had to debate to send it. I did, middle of last week or so I think. Summary of the letter: I'll always love you, but I'm not going to be able to be your friend for a while. Yada Yada Yada. I'm not going to contact you its up to you to contact me. Please don't respond to this letter if it will hurt me or isn't about trying again. Hope all is well with you and your family. Still miss him, still sucks, but school is taking my mind off it a bit. Only thing that kills me is almost every day I drive by the sign that says how far away his town is....and there is no shortcut to avoid the sign that doesn't take me out of my way. Well i'm gonna stop typing and start reading...i feel so out of the loop right now.
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